I often tell myself: Hey I should blog this... and then I forget; what I find amazing is that this blog is still up; I'm surprised myself at the content, not remembering posting it.
I was saying this morning on Bluesky that I don't anymore like the music I used to listen to all the time and love in my teens and my early twenties. Some of it I still do, but very few tracks. I first rather discovered new tracks and albums from the 1970's and 1980's that I never had a chance to listened to back then for music was hard to get, and expensive; that was a phase of recap that is pretty much over now. I'm all done with those years... I mostly listen to music created in the last 10-15 years at the most now. I browse the new tracks out on YoutubeMusic.
Well what I wanted to point out is that I changed. I got old, yes, but mostly I transitioned, took estrogen, progesterone, testosterone blockers...
It didn't really change my body all that much, well it's starting to show... after ten years, about fucking time tabarnak! But anyways... I'm so changed that I don't care about that very much. I try to look good, but being poor I mean not having a budget for hairstyling, clothes... it's not easy so prrrrrt fuck that. I pluck my face the more I can, shave quickly (so I can pluck the day after), but.... yeah anyways.
I should document more in what ways ten years of estrogen has changed me... the way I see, feel, and react to everything (and dramatically increased olfactive powers😕) is completely different.
I'll go check my new bread loaf, tell you 'bout it later
:-)
Dominique Rock
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